Getting better..

So I’ve had this crazy idea. Get my shit together! I’ve let myself go bit by bit in many small and undefined ways. I’m challenging myself for 30-days, in ways that I will make myself extremely uncomfortable. I will probably fight myself and try to make excuses to cut corners. So I think 30-days is a good starting point.

A new chapter is opening up for me…new job, new friendships, an overdue (free) education. I’ve just had such a lazy last 2 years.

Along with many things I hope to achieve with my new goal, I just want to finish this. Many times, I have dieted, and cheated. Or signed up for the gym, and stopped going after a few months. Because I excused myself with hunger, sadness, grief, work, pain, yeah… I tell myself a lot of shit to get what I think I want. No more!! When day one starts, I’m taking all my dry foods that are unhealthy, down to the basement, to their fate. Darkness! I’ll keep the sunshine up here in my green, positive apartment!

You can do whatever you like, as long as you feel it’s what you need. But make a guideline and follow to it. I will be posting selfies, supplies, recipes, photos of what I eat/drink, feelings, struggles, and all of these that come from my friends as well. I will be weighing myself, just to see where the 30-days gets me.

The initial rules are as followed..

1) No make-up.. I have a CC creme with 30 SPF already, and I will only use this on days I will be exposed to the sun for longer than an hour

2) No sodas or excessive juice

3) New membership to a gym

4) Making healthier food choices

5) No alcohol

Keep posted for recipes on my plans for food during the 30 days 🙂 I plan to start on August 6th. This gives me some time to prepare food, sign up for the gym membership and get all the supplies that I need!

Carry on!




Lift off!


Life. Live it, love it and run! Sometimes dreams are scary. Boy am I soaking in that now. But they are our dreams for a reason and I sure am tired of always searching for ”why”. So take each board as momentum and if you start to slow down, then brace yourself. Someone gave me wings and doubt isn’t holding this bird down.