A person can live through a snake bite but the next time you’re bit, it’s much more difficult to recover. Though I continue to listen to my heart each recover is exhausting, depressing and dangerous. It’s not as simple as you want it to be. Tools in hand, safety in mind and backup ready. With everything done in caution, these repetitive bites are draining me. They make the end more cloudy and are making me dizzy. If you continue to remind yourself that what you’re doing is rewarding and will pay off in the end, it might make it easier, right?