Heavy hearts and sensible feelings. No one understands the desires that we beings stir up. All I want to do is pause and grasp. Afraid to let go because I haven’t yet understood. I just don’t get the purpose of this life; there inevitability must be a greater power. And I know that The, He has my heart and he understands. Yet my salty droppings still fall. You can’t tell me that this place is only pure science. Our land is created with love, desire and desperation. And I’m left on my knees and it’s the first and last place that I long to be. He can slay me here.